Drapes Over Shattered Fountains

To come find myself.

Stats:
HW: 221.5lbs
LW: 177.6
SW:197
CW: 188.0
GW1: 185
UGW: 135
progblog: http://ecdprogblog.tumblr.com/
ask for password (the pictures aren't updated since I gained weight. once I get to the point where I was in my most recent picture, I'll start posting more)

I feel so grossss all the time. and i feel like it’s seriously not enough to be eating healthy. i want to be eating nothing. so i think thats how i’m gonna start tomorrow. fruits and veggies tomorrow. just coffee and water the next day. and then just water. and then back up to coffee. then fruits and veggies. and then back down again. i don’t care if i’m healthy anymore. i just want to be thin. 

I’ve just been thinspired by a man’s body.

super weird. i know. but i can’t help but think this guy is so tiny but he’s so cute and i want to look tinier and cuter standing next to him. MEH! okay. so. my sisters having a bbq tomorrow. i need to avoid it completely. i need to go back to making my own food. i won’t weigh in so much because i think i make excuses for myself whenever i even slightly succeed. Weigh in Wednesdays. That’s it. i can’t believe i’m still talking about being skinny instead of actually living it. It’s getting a little pathetic.

expecto-patronanz asked: im 5'8" :) you?

5’6! If you ever need any support let me know. I’m always around and we’re clearly at the same point in this journey of weight loss :]

expecto-patronanz asked: im trying to get to 185 too!! i was at like 188 a few days ago, now im like 190 im so determined !! ps thanks for following! and good luck :).

yay! that’s awesome! how tall are you?? i’m sure you’ll reach 185 in no time!

188.0

getting close to gw1. three more poundsss